August 3, 2012
You wanna know what I'm doing lately?
Being such a good girl. Photographing a lot, random things, but a lot.
And a few weeks ago I started this project, photographing some sculptors who were making statues in the city park. Since my models won't cooperate. But today...
Here's what I answered a friend when he said he was sure I could tell him great hot stories, to illustrate, drawings, and asked about my day...
Well, I told you about that artist that wanted to explore my pussy, when excited, right?
Study material for a statue he wants to make. ...
First time we saw each other there was a 'click', immediately, but we talked only a little while.
I sent him the photos I made of him, and my blog, the 'normal' photoblog.
Second time I saw him he asked that about "posing" for him.
I said I couldn't do that, the boyfriend, 8 years, always been faithful to him, and he's jealous.
And besides, I don't get excited easily, lately, I said, libido problems.
But I started thinking about it, and getting horny of it, and I text messaged him the next day that I changed my mind. I was there, I don't know, maybe 5 times when he was working, photographing all the sculptors, and talking to him only a little bit.
But the heat was rising each time we saw each other.
And I was giggling like a little school girl when I stood with him a couple of times... shit!
I realized this was going further than planned. I have a terrible weakness for him.
So funny, he is at least 15 years older, and he is a little man, a head and neck shorter than me.
But, he has something. And he's horny as hell for me, I've always found that hard to resist.
But, he has something. And he's horny as hell for me, I've always found that hard to resist.
And today, I arrived, we exchanged a few words and he said he would love to draw me to the little bushes. There weren't too many people around and he went to these bushes only 15 meters away from where he was working. And I followed him...
He started kissing me everywhere, and caressing me, and he soon had me to drop my pants.
I tried to resist at first, I was scared, there was a sidewalk next to the bushes, people could see us.
And when my boyfriend, who knows many people, finds out about this... I don't know what will happen.
But he rubbed my pussy over my pants so nicely, I was soaking wet within two minutes.
And so I dropped my pants and he dropped on his knees and started looking at my pussy while rubbing it and exploring my labia and clitoris with his fingers. And he finger- fucked me real good when I urged him to do so.
I almost came like 4 or 5 times, almost. I didn't stand very comfortably there between the branches. And then he started licking me real good. And sucking my pussy, my whole pussy in his mouth, sucking and licking me like a crazy man. Wow.
My legs felt like rubber. I hardly could keep standing up.
He stood up and finger-fucked me some more and I went for his cock, and indeed, as estimated, a big and really thick cock. But I was still surprised, after all, he's just a little man.
I didn't plan on fucking this guy, it was almost impossible at that little spot in the bushes where we were standing, too.
But, this will be followed by more... And his cock is really seductive...
We will go to a nice quiet spot and go on with the games in open air, one of the, hopefully coming, next warm days.
So... to be continued...
I can't believe what I did, with my boyfriend. But, so far, I don't even feel guilty, so weird.
I went to the shop after this and then home
My boyfriend was already back from his first day at a new job. ...
He was horny, too, he told me to bend over the couch, let's fuck.
And I was still SO horny and wet from the open air adventure....
We had a great fuck and I came really hard.
Damned... don't know what I am doing.
But, it seems my libido- problem has healed.
Oh, fuck, W. ... Awake again, and possibly even much worse than before....
Shit, shit, shit, don't know where this will end, can't be promising much good.
XXX
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August 11, 2012
This was actually three days ago.
I was too busy to finish writing because I was seeing this guy every day to kiss and mess around with him in the bushes a bit, like real teenagers. ...
Think I must write it down a bit so that I can make real and detailed stories of it when I am in the nursing home in some years, and can't hold the camera anymore.
Last thing I will do with the camera will be a real artistic motion- blur series of nude nurses of course.
Maybe some shaky doc- dick shots...
That is... if my boyfriend doesn't kill me before I get the chance...
It happened.
I was at a breaking point today.
Scared, feeling guilty, I really hate lying, living a lie...
I've only cheated the boyfriend I lived with for almost two years, when I was 18, and whom I wanted to escape already because he tried to control me too much. ...
Oh, and this guy when I was 22, after six months... he wanted to marry me, read: 'lock me up'.
I thought about stopping it there, with the the last 'thing', it was still 'only that', you know.
But instead I went to him.
He said from the beginning he wanted to take me to a hotel, but I don't like that.
So I let him drive us to this really quiet spot in the woods that I know.
We got out of the car and I leaned against the hood, I fantasized about that the whole time, it had to happen this way.
We started kissing and he pulled my very tight top over my breasts which made them point up and he sucked my nipples hard while rubbing me everywhere.
I opened the wide pants that I especially chose for today and dropped them and pulled them out over my high boots, and he undressed himself completely.
I leaned back a bit and spread my booted legs wide, pushing my hips forward a bit so that he had full sight, exactly as in my fantasies.
He started 'studying' me again, naked and on his knees in front of me, going back and forth with his fingers between my labia and clitoris, and looking, sucking my whole pussy, licking my clitoris and sucking on it, looking again, and again, and...
Soon I was really wet and couldn't wait any longer so I urged him to put some fingers in me. And he started finger fucking me, two fingers, three fingers, slowly harder and harder and faster. By this time I was lying with my back on the hood and shaking like crazy, he kept me on that point that all my muscles start vibrating like hell the whole time. I got up again and started playing with his dick that was hard and standing up so inviting whole the time. I leaned back on the hood again and the old guy lifted my hips up, aimed me and penetrated my soaking wet pussy without trouble with his hard, big and wide cock, and started fucking me with a lot of conviction.
After a while we went on with it on the ground, he brought a little blanket for this. We had some real good laughs in between all this, by the way. Like when he lifted me up from the hood and put my body where he wanted it like I was a just a little feather. Haha, I love that, to feel the power of a man. Not that I am so heavy of course... but still.
We did a couple of different exercises, he felt really good in me, in all positions, hard and wide. He fucked with power and passion, made me crazy... Then he stopped that and made me come hard while finger fucking me again. I gave him some head after that, wow, that size... while I was on my back and him hanging over me, shaking his hips. And we played with each other some more. He came while I was on top of him, rubbing my pussy on his leg while I played with his cock, together with him. While I was on that trembling point again, only moments from coming once more.
It was fun and I am still horny of it. I think more will happen, because right after all this...
I asked him if he ever saw a woman squirt and I told him about it, and he asked me if I can teach him that.
And he's making a small marble dildo for me... I'll tell him it's a nice scale model...
But, I am still scared. ...
I have to think about this, but that will be very hard while being so horny...
See you!
